i woke up this morning with tears in my eyes.

i didnt cry myself to sleep.
however i cried in my sleep.

the dream was so horrible that i was practically crying.

and and and
for the past few days i've been dreaming about my brother.

SHIT!

i miss him alot lah!
the other day when my dad msg him,
he told my dad that he was having fever and his backbone injury is back.

i panicked sia!

i cried automatically when i hear that.

im so in my depressed mode that small lil' things can just make me cry.

so many other depressing things happen
but i just dunnoe how to react to all the incidents.

depressed.depressed.depressed

help me!